The reality of pre planning our lives

Was talking to Toby about meeting people throughout your life that you know instinctively that you have encountered in another incarnation. They are people that you feel an instant connection with, and recognition of, although you have never met before. The theory of it is that you tend to incarnate with the same souls. Often playing different roles in each other’s lives. I started to list them, and realised that some of them had been pivotal in my life, pushing me in the right direction, or leading on to further contacts that did. Some I have enabled to fulfil their mission and now I am being enabled to fulfil mine.

 

Anyway, what struck me was the amount of preplanning that had obviously gone in to my life from another dimension. That it was not all chance. Sometimes we forget that we have chosen our lives. We have chosen situations, good or bad, to experience. We also have Karma to work out, over several lifetimes sometimes. In practice is it so easy to lose sight of the big picture of why we are here and get enmeshed in the difficulties of actually living.

 

So, look up to the big picture when the nitty gritty gets to you. It was all in general terms planned, even though we are born with a blank slate and cannot remember. Notice the nudges and enjoy yourselves around the margins, and soldier on. It will all become clear in the end.

 

Personal super clues

 

When I began to think back to when I realised that the reality that we are taught exists was not the whole story, I came up with a list of personal clues that I had noticed, consciously or sub consciously. I always say that I never see anything, but that turned out not to be really true. The brain often twists what we do see to fit its perceived patterns of what we should see. Anyway the clues were there, and the first one was what started me on a lifetime of questioning and thinking.

Marian’s list

  1. 50 years ish ago I met my first husband. We both felt strongly that we had met before in a previous life. We had been brother and sister. Nothing unusual about that now ( in certain circles), but at the time it was not a concept that had ever been discussed. We just accepted it as a fact without really questioning, at the time, what it meant.
  2. My mother could accurately see the future. What started as a party trick frightened her so much she shut it down. Did this mean that the future was preplanned, or had it already happened? Why can some people access this information. Food for thought anyway.
  3. Past life memories started coming up. Having a reiki treatment I felt a heavy beam on my chest and could not breathe. I had been trapped under a boat in a cold northern sea and drowned. This explained why sailing freaked me out. I was not afraid of falling in the water, but in being trapped under an upturned boat. Our irrational fears or unexpected skills are often clues to past lives.
  4. I was on my own in my flat when something very loudly but distinctly said boo in my ear. I am just about to look into fairies and other spirits!
  5. Just writing about ghosts and the g randomly got stuck. Gggggggggggggg. It had never happened before or since. Was someone trying to tell me something?
  6. Between sleeping and waking one day I looked up and saw a circle of lights chasing around what looked like a porthole in a space ship. In the porthole I could see stars. I felt it was a glimpse of a future life, spent travelling the universe.
  7. When I was very upset, green balls of light appeared in front of me. I now know them to be healing orbs. I had no idea then such things existed. Similarly the orange light which sometimes comes to me that I now know to be a protective force.
  8. Toby and I were travelling in the car one day when a whole segment of radio repeated itself. We assumed it was an error although it was supposed to be a live programme and there was no acknowledgement that it had happened. Could it have been timeslip?                                                                                                                                                                                                                    The conscious mind does tend to rationalise and dismiss these things. Indeed society trains it to do so!    Some of the clues seem relatively insignificant, but taken in total they point to reality which is more complex than we can easily imagine.Please share your lists. I seem to be being interfered with even as I write this….

The reality of seeing the super clues 1

Whatever the mainstream may think, the truth is that our reality is teeming with energy (healing or manifesting) and energy beings (angels, orbs and nature spirits to name just a few). Most of which seem to be here to help the Earth and humanity.

The old question is then, why don’t we all see them? Well, it is on one level a factor of different quality of sense organs, some people are just more sensitive and open. The other factor concerns how our brain deals with what our eyes see, how it organises the information.

Children often see things that they should not but are trained out of it. We all are to a certain extent. There is also the problem of categorising what we do see. Sometimes we think we have imagined things that are actually really there.

This all came home to me when I was writing my thread about orbs. I realised that I had
seen some but had not known what they were and thought I must have been dreaming! I then trawled my memories for other clues to the true nature of reality that I had seen all along. To my surprise I came up with several, including the one that started me on my life long quest to make sense of the true picture of our reality. Next time I will tell you what they were, but I would love to hear about any you may have.

Orbs and super clues

 In my last few posts I have discussed the phenomenon of orbs and asked what they were and why we don’t all see them. Last time I described the different types of orbs that seem to be interacting with us. (The reality of types of orbs) The interesting question is, though, what does this all mean for the truth about the nature of our reality?

What does this all mean?

The very existence of any of these  orbs, spirit, healing or alien, gives us possible super clues to the nature of our reality.

1- The possibility that departed souls can revisit our reality after passing from their physical bodies. That means that we do go on in some form after death and that there is a place or dimension to which we go.

2-Who is sending these healing or warning orbs? Are they inherent in the structure of the universe,part of the energy field that we exist in or are they being sent by its designer to help humanity?

3- If spirits, in orbs, are  floating around the greater cosmos, what does that say for the big picture? Do our souls float around before we decided to incarnate in a physical body? Where is the source?

4-Alien interaction with humanity has been long documented. Are these orbs nothing more than advanced energy vehicles? Are they being used as probes and viewing platforms? Are they away of traveling though other dimensions into our reality?

Well, as ever, more questions than answers….all we can say is that their existence is an another indication that our Earthly reality is part of a big picture of which we have no real understanding. Just glimpses, and these orbs certainly add to the mystery!

The reality of types of orbs

Different types of orbs

My initial researches show three different types of orbs, although some may come into more than one category.  The general consensus seems to be that they are generally, but not always, balls of spirit energy from the spiritual realm. For instance the green one, which I saw, is said to be healing or a comfort visit by someone in spirit.

1-Multi coloured ones.

These are said to  come to you when needed, often connected with healing or protection. Different coloured orbs seem to fulfill different purposes. As ever, there is always a slight disagreement or variation, between practitioners, as to what the various colours mean. But below is a generalized list.

 Colour and purpose of orbs

Blue (dark): Shy spirit. Blue (light): Tranquil, peace. Blue (medium): Protection. Brown: Danger or earthbound. Gold: Angelic, unconditional love. Yellow: caution, Green: Healing orb or spirit. Lavender: Messenger from God. Red ones offer protection and comfort. There may be more variations and colours out there which I have not come across. As mentioned last time, I did see green ones when I needed it.  I have seen a description of black or brown orbs, some times referred to as malevolent, sometimes said to warn you of danger..

2-Spirit orbs

Some orbs are thought to be ghosts or spirits coming to earth in the form of light, trying to communicate with the living human world once again (thank you Tracy Anne Morfitt) ). Some may be trying to communicate with loved ones. They are often, but not always, clear or white. It is said to be easier to comeback in orb form than to manifest in body. Larger orbs require more energy. Sometimes life forms, of some sort, are said to be visible inside them. There are many pictures on the internet of what look like human or human ish faces in these orbs.

Also, other life forms may just be passing through our reality in orb form. Streams of life forms orbs are often seen traveling in groups. The stream of orbs that C saw (the reality of orbs) may have come into this category. C did hear a chatter of communication between them.

3-Alien orbs

These are perhaps the most contentious and the most denied. The multi coloured ones, as per the illustration, are said to be alien orbs. There have been reports of them being seen around crop circles, been seen emerging from UFO’s, and even a suspicion that they are scouting out possible abductees. Denial by everyone in authority is, of course, the norm.

What does this mean?

The very existence of orbs hints at a more complex big picture than we have been taught exists.

Next time I will be explaining the super clues to reality their existence generates.

 

 

 

 

The reality of seeing orbs

 In my researches  I founds lots of pictures of these mysterious orbs, of all colours, taken by a great many people. There was not much explanation,  though, of what they  actually were and what they were doing in our reality. Where do they fit into the jigsaw puzzle of life ? The general consensus seems to be that they are generally, but not always, balls of spirit energy from the spiritual realm.

A  small straw poll among family and friends reveal that many people actually admit to seeing orbs if pressed.

Orbs encounters

This short list is just from family and friends.

-C stated that one day in a bungalow she lived in many years ago, she saw a stream of white orbs traveling through one part of the ceiling and swirling  around and leaving through  another. She heard “electrical” sounds and had the impression they were pure energy.

-G said one day she woke up and there was a large aqua one in the corner of her bedroom ceiling. It lit her way down to the loo!

-P, who is healer said she saw them, of many colours, all the time when she was healing.

-X, felt that the spirit of her dead twin sister was in an orb that followed her about sometimes.

-M,  a grandson saw orbs with something in them when he was very small. This, as an older boy, he does not remember.

-T, saw the gold rimmed ones swirling about in the locked haunted ballroom.

-I, myself, actually remembered seeing some without realizing what they were. At I time when I was in great distress, balls of emerald green light ( I know now to be healing), would appear.

Why don’t we all see Orbs?

As explained in my post “The reality of what we see or do not see” Categories; being human and human construction. What we see depends on the quality and sensitivity of our sense organs, eyes in this case, our perceptions and how our brains organize the information it receives.  This does vary from person to person. There is much more around us than our eyes can see or our brain can process. It sometimes just cuts out things that it does not recognize. Those in energy or spiritual work are obviously more sensitive to seeing such things. The interesting things is that they do sometimes appear on photographs, even if the photographer was not aware they are there when the shot was taken. Some advanced cameras see more than the human eye can!

 

 

 

Another look at the reality of our history

As part of my research for my second book- Further Aspects of Reality – I intended, in the future, to look at clues to the real history of our world. I became intrigued by this during my work on ancient aliens.  Recently though Weymouth PLG  showed  a DVD of a lecture by  Klaus Dona, which I felt I could not miss.

Klaus is a famous Austrian  artifacts researcher. He explores skeletal and archaeological remains of giant humans and other long lost species.  He also looks at hidden artifacts from long long civilizations. The point was made though, that although evidence for the giants, some 2.5 metres and some up to 7.0 metres exists, it ends to be locked away or even destroyed, as do any evidence which contradicts the narratives that our civilization adopts as fact. Although even our own Christian bible mentions giants and races of giants.

There were giants [nephilim] on the earth in those days, and also afterward, when the sons of God came in to the daughters of men and they bore children to them. Those were the mighty men who were of old, men of renown (Genesis 6:4).9

Anyway, we were shown  pictures of parts and foot prints of  giant human beings. Also artifacts  and carved stones depicting humans  interacting with dinosaurs and human foot prints contemptuous with dinosaurs. Many other strange artifacts shown that were found out of time and place, including a metal cup found INSIDE a coal seam which would have been laid down millions of years ago.

Klaus admitted some may have been faked, but most of them could not have been.

The point is, though, that evidence is all around that the  history of our human civilization that we have been taught is flawed or incomplete. The Earth has been home to many species and civilizations of humans or even aliens though its long history. Continents have rises and disappeared which changing sea levels and traumatic geological events. They/we simply do not know the truth in these matters.

Much more research needed!

 

 

The reality of orbs

  The existence of the phenomena of orbs is something that has fascinated me for a long time. What are they? What are they doing here in our reality? A surprising number of  sensitive people report seeing them regularly.   Generally thought to be the manifestation of energy of some sort, they are usually seen as floating globe shaped balls of many different colours.  They can be seen and photographed floating about singularly or in groups, in our reality. Some seem to have something inside them.

Skeptics would say that those photographed  are just thought to be  dust or particles being refracted by the camera lens. This does not explain multiple sightings of them though.

Some are like the illustration, just circles of light, some are solid colour.

Personal experience

I do have an unexpected personal experience of the reality of orbs. When calling in at an old castle turned hotel in Brecon looking for a bed for the night, we were causally told about the haunted ballroom by the proprietor.  We keep it locked, he said, but every night I sit and watch orbs of light flashing about on my CCTV. We bravely walked down to peep in. The double doors were padlocked but could be pulled slightly open. I saw nothing but heard great rushing sounds. My husband did not say anything at the time but admitted later ( knowing nothing about orbs) to seeing multiple golden circles of light.

What exactly were these orbs? Where did they come from? What were they doing here? What part do they play in our reality?

That is exactly what, over the next few weeks I will be trying to find out!

 

 

 

 

Reality of our interactive life

Just to finish my who are we and what are we actually doing here thread  (check out The Reality of our origins, why are we here? and The reality of our individual purpose posts),  there is one really important final  point to make.

Ultimately the purpose of our life here is a matter for faith and belief as well as science. We may never all agree. The one thing we should all agree on though is that we are all in this life together. We are an interactive reality. We are all connected, not just at the quantum and practical levels, but on a spiritual level also. I have often referred to our existence as an interactive video game, we may even be holographic players.

All we can do though is play as nicely as we can. To be as kind and supportive of others that we can, and to remember if we can improve the game life is better for us all. Every action or inaction has a consequence for others. We cannot save the world or planet single handedly, we can just minimize the damage that we do to it and to others.  Just play the game as best we can, within our own belief system.

We must try harder!

Marian

The reality of our individual purpose 1

In my post –The reality of our origins- why are we here?-I looked at the different possibilities of how we, as race, arrived here in this reality. The alternatives were; through a creative designer or God, randomly via blind evolution,seeded by aliens or manifested by ourselves.  For me though, the intriguing thing is, what I am doing here ? Why did I chose to incarnate in this reality?  Why does anyone?

Not withstanding the other alternatives, I believe that it all comes down to soul experience/ development and of course a possible mission. Like so many, I know that there is something particular I came to do this time. What it is may be a different matter. We all have a rough plan. Some missions are small but vital, some missions may be just in helping someone else to achieve theirs. Some missions may be on the grand scale. Or perhaps we are just background for a bigger picture. How do we know what ours are?

Since my 40’s I have felt a growing instinctive sense of mission, a mission to communicate about the nature of our reality to the widest possible audience.

I do not know if I am succeeding or failing, I may have already communicated to the one vital person, to help them in their mission. Or I may have been wasting my time altogether.

All I can say is when ever I feel that I am getting nowhere and will stop, I get nudged by the universe, so I must be still on my  pre planned path. It is the nudges and signs that keep me going.

What is your mission?

Marian