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Two final quotes

Before I stop my regular posting, and turn this website into an archive site with posts on all reality subjects, there are two final quotes from two of the greatest scientific minds of the 20th century that emphasize  all that I have been posting lately about the energetic nature of our reality, and what that means for who and what we actually are and how we got here, and even how we manifest our reality.

Firstly Einstein

“Every thing is energy and that is all there is to it. Match the frequency of the reality to want and you cannot help but get that reality.

It can be no other way. This is not philosophy but physics.”

Secondly Max Plank

“As a man who has devoted his whole life to the most clear headed science, to the study of matter, I can tell you as a result of my research about atoms this much: There is no matter as such.

All matter originates and exists only by virtue of a force which brings the particle of an atom to vibration and holds this most minute solar system of the atom together.

We must assume behind this force the existence of a conscious and intelligent mind. This mind is the matrix of all matter.”


These may be the two most important ASPECTS OF REALITY of all.



Editing the new book- Superclues to reality

At last the first draft of the new book SUPER CLUES TO REALITY is done.

Now the hard work starts, no doubt I will find gaps and omissions and, of course, new information is always coming into me. some times from unexpected sources.

These are my chapters so far:


Chapter 1-Super clues embedded in our physical reality.

Chapter 2-Super clues embedded in the nature of human consciousness.

Chapter 3- Super clues embedded in our spirit bodies.

Chapter 4- Super clues embedded in the energies of the Earth.

Chapter 5- Super clues embedded in big science and cosmology.

Chapter 6– Super clues embedded in ancient and modern wisdom.

Chapter 7- Super clues embedded in the other beings sharing our reality with us.

What will be my conclusion about the true nature of our reality- well you will have to wait and see!

If you would like to be notified when it is ready for publication  you can always leave your name and  E mail at and I will let you know when it is available.



Ultimate reality

I watched a recording of the science programme “Horizon” recently. It was about black holes,  and the problems that they cause science as the normal laws of physics seem not to apply at the singularity at the very heart of them. The last quarter of the broadcast, though, was to me the most interesting. It concerned the fundamental nature, the ultimate reality of the rest of the universe and the laws which drive the behaviour of every particle. That is quantum mechanics. At the atomic and sub atomic level nothing is certain. Every thing is perpetually in motion. Nothing is fixed. As we are quantum beings this applies to us. (more…)

Final thoughts on who and what, as human beings, we may be

Previously I asked  the first questions that triggered my quest to understand the true nature of our reality. That is who are we and what are we doing here?

As you can see as per my last few posts,( check out Who and what we are actually, and How do we know we actually exist? Both in Aspects of reality category.) an understanding of the physics of our existence, and the concept of human consciousness opens up more possible answers to those questions than can easily be addressed or understood.

As per my initial glitter ball analogy, all we can see are the reflections back into our reality and the clues we can pick up from them. (more…)

How do we know we actually exist?

Do we actually exist?
This is a tricky one, sorry to be quite so heavy, but understanding this is the key to understanding a lot more about our reality and how it functions.
Last time I asked, as energy beings living in an energy matrix, how we knew we were” real” at all. Scary thought but one we should address .This has been debated by philosophers and scientists for thousands of years. The answer is of course, that we only know we exist because we think and are aware. “I think therefore I am”
Interesting enough, we cannot know anyone else exists at all. Interactions with anyone else could be a trick of our brains. All our senses , touch hearing etc, which are the way we make sense of what is around us , are all functions of our brain. Thought comes instantaneously before physical sensation or action. It could be misleading us.
One of the main keys in trying to understand the truth about who and what we are is human consciousness. It is the joker in the pack. Very difficult to pin down but we individually know we have it .It is what makes us us and our vehicle for making sense of the world around us.
The great debate is whether it is one system or two. Whether it is just a function of our physical brains or something else coming in from outside as an add on. If it is the latter, and there is overwhelming anecdotal evidence that that is the case, then it opens up vast possibilities for the big picture of who we actually are and our place in the universe. If our consciousness is separate and separable from our physical body, and can be shown to go on after our physical death, then then the big picture possibilities, who we actually are, and what we are doing here get a whole lot more interesting.
.I always think of life as an interactive video game, after all we are at base energy beings living in an energy matrix, only our consciousness makes us who we are. Life comes down to what game you are playing and what your mission is. Our instincts and hints given by the universe and the deep understanding given by our consciousness’s are the best reflections/insights we have. Unfortunately, at the moment the instruction manuals are beyond our reach!

Watching the plan

There are always times in your life when you sense the greater game. When events play out around you beyond your control. Rather than worry about them you begin to watch in a detached way. There is a great feeling that this was always the plan. This is the scenario that you signed up for before you were born.
I am learning now to go with the flow, to accept rather than fight. To understand that there is a preplanned big picture here, and I, on one level, chose it.

This plays exactly into the big question. That is who actually are we and what are we doing here?

Who and what are we actually?

What and who are we actually?

We think we know who and what we are.When we look about us, at our fellow humans and the world and universe around us, we see seemingly solid entities, rocks, seas and stones stars and planets. Reality, we think, looks substantial and fixed. This is actually an illusion. (more…)

How did You Know?

Thought for the day 2

How did you know?

As per my glitter ball analogy of yesterday, I have another question to ask. The reflections, aspects or clues, whatever you like to call them, that reflect back into our reality, what were they for you? What did you see or understand which led you to realise that the physical reality in which we live I not, and cannot be the whole story?

For me it was a gradual realisation through childhood and adult hood. Although to be honest, even from a small child things did not feel right to me. I could see glitches and anomalies, enough to make me question things anyway. This triggered a life long fascination about how our reality actually works.

  • My first husband and I understood that we had met before in a previous incarnation. That was before such things were generally discussed or known about.
  • My mother could accurately see the future..did this mean that the future had already happened? It scared her.
  • The past life memories that began to bleed through that actually explained irrational fears that I held in this life.
  • The” boo” straight into my ear one night when no one was there.
  • The dark shape that wandered across my sitting room floor then disappeared. I may have thought that I was imagining it, but I saw a shocked expression on my companions face as he had seen it too.
  • The orbs that we saw and heard in a haunted hotel in Wales.
  • The time slip that occurred when driving along a country road late at night. A segment of a  radio programme repeated itself completely.

These are just a few examples, I am sure you have more…please share if you feel able.


Thought for the day

 I was asked to do a thought for the day sequence for a Facebook group ( Nothing fancy spiritual) and I thought I would share it here as it gets to the heart of what I am trying to achieve with my web blog.

Thought for the day,

In all my research for my books on the nature of reality, I started with two burning questions. Who are we, and what are we really doing here? Simple questions but actually almost unanswerable. (more…)

More fundamental elementals

Elementals are magical beings, building blocks of our existence. As ever research is very difficult and  there are different variations on the names and features of these entities. They are said to interact to make us, and there are many variations on the theme. This is a totally different way of looking at our creation and existence. The following list was given to me by Matthew Gibson. He reminds me that when I refer to our reality, I mean the 2nd Astral realm where we experience physical life.

He states that as well as the 5 elementals, Earth, fire, air water and storm there is:  Onix, light, death, dark, aether and life.

Onix- is the elemental that makes up the soul

Light- the elemental consisting of photons which in conjunction with our eyes allow us to see.

Death- is a transitional element ( vital to transform physical matter into etheric energy), which enables the spirit and soul to move on to the next plane.

Dark- the anti proton element which is behind dark matter and black holes etc.

Aether- this is the element of spirit, which pervades our reality.

Life- the element which gives is life, the generation of which science cannot yet properly explain.

Every element has a male and female aspect, giving 22 in total.

They occupy their own realms and venture into our physical world.

Fundamentally, as human beings we are made up of these elements.

A whole new way of looking at our reality. More research needed!